4 new poems just for those I met at Southland mall on December 23rd -- Happy bday D Dub

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

5:25 PM

Introductory piece

My dude Nizzy Nate is about to pick me up and once this occurs, steady laughing

Is bound to happen and since I’m now more refreshed from napping, poems about passion

Is what I choose to write

And once they are systematically stored in my memory bank, I will cash in

My talent – when I recite

This poem in front of my audience

If you don’t know your passion prepare for steady arguing

With whoever’s present at the moment

But when your passion is what you’re holding – you can’t help but stay in the present moment

My talent belongs to me hands off Kyle– it’s mine

It is effortless only after I decide in my mind

This is what I want to effectively spend my time

On and I would continue this poem if I wasn’t such a cautious Capricorn

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

5:32 PM

Why so passionate?

My mother nurtured my writing abilities

And this enticed me to further my reciting capabilities

I remember flawlessly reciting poetry to mass audiences at age 7, then I got older and more sensitive to stage fright, yea damn right I was nervous

Then I aged even more and wisdom would not abandon me so I pursued customer service

Because I feel at home

When servicing the same customers who feel all alone

When all they desire is a pleasant shopping experience before they take their asses home

Since you’re so darn passionate about this Chad – why don’t you just orchestrate some classes on

This same subject

You’re so passionate about, don’t act like you don’t love it

Or at least the thought there of

Ok, poetry is cool and all but I would prefer a single female model engages me in a passionate bear hug – there love!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

5:39 PM

If the entire world knew their passions

If the entire world knew more about their passions

It would automatically increase the number of those constantly laughing

Because what would the world become

If everybody collected residual income?

And their paper chase was so official

They never had to run from bill collectors

Financial hardships – I really am going to miss you

Maybe the male ego will die down a little more because they feel more like official protectors

Of the same ones they love

The same ones they hug

The same ones they dug

Into personality wise

I meant to let my personality rise

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

5:44 PM

They say

What’s so wrong with pursuing residual income?

I know about it therefore I’ll place the knowledge of it on the kitchen table and demand my seed goes and gets some

I don’t play that

If life is a gamble and you’re out of money,  just how do you play back?

So if you’re listening to this poem then when you’re ready – just play back

This track, I’m on a roll, no road or tracks

But my passion will pay for an off road truck – how do you all like a that?

I am currently 21 yrs old and the world been stop cutting me slack

I need to get off of my back

If I ever intend on gaining the opportunity of laying a chica on her back

I realize I am talented at this; this is my passion and if you realize this as well, support the movement.Certain  members of my family don't believe this campaign will pay off for me but the vision is as clear as ever in my mind's eye so let's see what happens.

Chasing your dreams is super painful mainly because the same person doubting you will leave a voicemail asking for some of the profits when it is finally a reality!

P.S.

 I'm looking for some females to teach me Spanish...adios~

6th Poem -- Gotta get it off my chest my little toasty English muffin shawty darling

Gotta get it off my chest

11-01-06 Chad Harris Xzavier

Natural born servants because we were not considered human

While we are using and abusing drugs seen as good for nothing but screwing

Have dynamite in our brains just gotta light the fuse

Have been misused, now we subdue, as if there were nothing else to do

Our ancestors would have loved for a chance to fight back

But we don’t do that, we just lie flat, make illegal stacks off of selling crack

They give us opportunities and they know we won’t take it

Give us our own scholarship funds, the grades however they know we won’t make it

Affirmative action requires employers to hire a percentage of African Americans

“I’m so sorry, you are better qualified but I need to hire a Black man”

We are treated as if we cannot get anything on our own

Seems to me like they think we are still property that they own

We need to redefine the sign of blackness to that it represents empowerment

We are indeed human, can do great things for the race because we are heaven sent

Blacks and Whites are not so different, disagree and I have something for you

While we shoot for gang boundaries and soil, they bomb for countries and foreign oil

Don’t get it twisted; they enslaved us because they feared us

Man fears what he does not understand so they kept us handcuffed

We have the mental capacity to create the unimaginable

Yet society brainwashes our kids to only care about what is currently fashionable

Plan your futures out and set realistic goals to be completed

Your brain is a pet that will protect you for life; just needs knowledge so indeed feed it

As long as they hand out freebies and give advantages, you best to take it

If we can only learn to work together in this world, 1 day we best to remake it

SHOUT OUTS TO THAT DUDE NAMED DEEZY!!!

5th Poem -- In a Decade (Where I wanna be in 2016)

In a Decade

10-17-06 Chad Harris Xzavier

Making mils and celebrating with my peers

Is where I see myself in a good ten years

I want to live the good life and everything that comes with it

Give my offspring real big shoes to try to fill in

Get my money and live without a care

Poverty and starvation will no longer be a scare

As a kid I always wanted to have heavy cream

Now I can put realization into that once distant dream

Won’t blow all my money because that’s both dumb and sad

I want to be able to reimburse the publicity chick, my mum and my dad

Buy a couple of cars, maybe even a house or 2

Can not forget about the fashion so I’ll cop about 100pairs of shoes

Gotta be smart with my money so I’ll probably invest

So if a deal doesn’t go as planned, I won’t have to stress

I’ll take care of the friends who were there from the start

I can’t allow pieces of paper to cause us to drift apart

I must think about my future so I’ll settle down and get a wife

Have 10 kids and embark on the journey of family life

By the time my wife is in gestation

My unborn seed will have a paid college education

I won’t be here forever so it is my job to set them up

Teach them the foundations to live their lives and to try their luck

Having money is never mandatory but it will provide some really fun days

This is where I see my life and myself in a good decade!

Shout outs to Gaelle Manoli who loves Canolis

4th Poem -- Weezy's Free??? You Lie!

10/25/2010 4:01 AM

Weezy’s Free for real Chizz?

First off, Wayne is thee most POSITIVE hip hop musician ever!

And I have yet to meet or do I wish to in a billion lifetimes find one who’s better

I’m not saying it is impossible for you to do it

But the fact will always remain; you are hopelessly clueless

On how to actually attain your dreams and visions

WEEZY’’s been writing songs since the age of 5, talk about ambition

GOD never gives someone anything they do not deserve

So he deserves to be the birdman JR and if you don’t agree, then you deserve to be a regular bird

He taught me an important lesson

Which is, pray to allocate and then follow your heaven sent passion

Our parents may not be attracted to his creative violence and aggression

I understand his perspective, which keeps me steady laughing

My passion is to write anything I decide based on how I feel

So when I meet him, I’m handing him several Academy Award worthy original screenplays

With the unlimited capacity to spread throughout the entire universe and viciously kill

All film industry records set by any filmmakers who, when asked by strangers “how are you doing?” never replied “Wonderful as Always!”

I can't remember the last day I had a bad day! Can You?

The worst day I ever had at my place of employment WAS the day I was fired -- shouldn't it be that way though???

Shout outs to Kyle Batye...middle name Master!

3rd Poem -- Why respect Paramore?

10/25/2010 3:44 AM

I would love meeting Hayley Williams

First off, to me PARAMORE’s music is extremely relatable

Next? In my opinion they are in the top 3 female led bands of all time, but to you this may be highly debatable

I just recently learned of this new Hayley Williams topless shirt twitter hacking scandal

It only makes me more attracted to her and her music, Hayley; GOD will never give you situations you can’t handle

Your music is greatly responsible for my emotional disturbances being dismantled

The way Hayley extends her voice on all of her songs puts me in a universe made of nothing BUT. Candles

Because she makes me so HOT!!!

But if I dare play her songs around non cultured hip hop loving African Americans, they say nothing but; NOT

2nd Poem - Can You feel the Love Tonight?

Interlocked Interracial Fingers

I’m walking thru a local neighborhood

Holding the hands of my female companion,

I stop and kiss her gently, making sure her lip flavor’s good

It is of course and before I return for seconds, I stare in the Grand Canyon

That’s my nickname for her unique eyes

This last year of my life has been rough as shit, but this, is my unique prize

Even though I am a literary genius I cannot find something to compare

To the simple beauty of rearranging a misplaced strand of her golden hair

Because just having the ability to touch her face

Makes every single mishap ever experienced seem perfectly placed

It’s not as hard as we thought it would be, being apart because our relationship’s speed is perfectly paced

My favorite thing in the world to do with her besides being naughty is to bend down and make sure her sneakers are clean and properly laced…there you caught me

Because the truth is, as it is we do enough trippin’

And I really, enthusiastically care

I start out massaging her lips with mine but somehow always end up in between her tanned thighs; they can take a good licking

All of my earlier frustrations fade to black every time she shudders, straightens her back and says “Baby, I’m almost there”

If her body craves emancipation then by all means label my tongue the necessary amendment or proclamation

This sweet letter is so close to becoming under 17 not admitted without parent, it is best if I just end it, get what I’m saying?

1st Poem - If ever alone with you

If we were ever alone together

If I ever in a billion lifetimes found myself

Alone in a room with you and this sexual tension were still present, I would need some help

Because I would submit physically, mentally, spiritually and then emotionally

It’s such a shame how my perception of my memory of you has this much control over me

It’s 4AM eastern time and before I decided to write this, my original plan was to fix a plate and begin eating

But instead, what is CHAD doing right now? Fantasizing bout how delicious it would taste if you were creeping

On your lover, with me, because despite what you say

About how you feel about CHAD XZAVIER FILMS, on any given day

If I only had 2hrs with you

Immediately after you left, I miss you

Is what you would send me via text?

Before you even drove off, YES

That’s exactly what I wanted

Humans desire truth and here it is; we are better off not talking, you said this, and that is why I’m haunted